IMPOSTER SYNDROME
I have struggled with imposter syndrome since I was a kid. I loved to draw and paint but I was always too embarrassed to show it off because I didn’t think I was good enough. Those feelings still linger in my schoolwork, especially in my first few semesters of art and design classes.
I came into the design major with no experience. My intro to graphics class felt overwhelming at the beginning. The Adobe Suite was new to me and it was hefty. Even at the end of the semester, I felt like I didn’t have a solid grasp on it. It was frustrating to have big visions for projects, but not understanding how to properly execute them. I was starting to think maybe design just wasn’t for me, but I decided to stick it out.
My confidence in this field is getting better, but I still struggle from time to time. I worry about putting myself out there for internships and landing my first job. As my skills improve, so does my confidence. Just have to see this through!